In this world, to be something more than just an Entity requires being more than "above average". With billions of Entities roaming on this Earth, there are just a few thousands who become more than an Entity. They become a name, a thought, an inspiration, an influence - something more than the rest of the billions. But as I said such people are just a few thousands out of billions. Assuming god has a random generator, the probability of being in that league is negligible. Being Just Another Entity - not being in that league. It is this thought that keeps me happy and should keep others happy too. But reality is just opposite of this.
I see entities around struggling to reach that threshold to cross from a larger pool to a smaller one. From pool of billions to pool of thousands. I see myself too doing the same thing. Trying hard, taking pain, and seeking every opportunity to reach to that threshold. But when I think of the reason for such an act, I dont reach any conclusions. A very wise person once quoted "Conclusion is a point where you get tired of thinking". So I keep on thinking and keep trying. I am still not sure whether I do so because I want to do so or because rest of the billions follow this path.
Endevour to reach the threshold - being more than Just Entity, will continue unless life itself stops. But understanding the motive of this endevour is as important for me as the endevour itself. And I love to understand the thoughts of my inner self and entities around to help me understand the force that drives me and billion others to try and enter the most desired league. League of being different. Something more than an entity.
